How do I get rid of internal conflict?
How do I do this? I mentioned this to my counselor today, and he said that maybe my inner conflict is "delusion vs. reality". I then agreed with him, as I have been quite delusional before. I have Paranoid Schizophrenia. My own definition of my disorder is that I am constantly on the metaphorical "fence". I have not made any real decisions in over eleven years. I am still living with my parents. I still have no job. I still do not support myself. I am not a contributing member of society. I have ridiculous internal conflicts. I say one thing, and then do not follow through with my goal, etc.
How do I rid myself of inner conflict?
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